Thursday, December 22, 2011

THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT'S BEHIND MY SMILE!

I choose not to tell them, because I don’t want to be a burden to them. I know they already have problems of their own, and I don’t want to bother them or bring them down even more with my own problems. After all, they are MY problems, there’s no reason for me to just be throwing it at them. I don’t want to bring them down, I see them happy, laughing, having fun, I don’t want to ruin that, I don’t want to be insensitive. They don’t deserve it, its not their problem, why should they be affected by it? and I’ve already tried telling them my problems before, it didn’t make me feel any better, it just made me feel even worse, knowing that I brought them down, and I brought myself down too, I was hurting again, when I tell them my problems I hurt even more, I would remember the pain I felt and it would hurt more. I was never a fan of negativity. Ive always been the positive girl, whenever problems arise, just throw on a smile and say “this is one of the easiest days of my life”. Being the positive girl, its not just something you’re born to be, it’s a choice. I choose to be positive, because I don’t want to get hurt. Because when you’re positive, you don’t really feel the weight of your problems, sure they’re still there, but they don’t hurt as much. I’m an escapist, and being happy and laughing a lot, is my way of escaping the hurt. I don’t feel hurt anymore, the only pain I feel is the pain I get from laughing too much. But I don’t like it when people get mad at me for being too loud and laughing too much, they just don’t know this is my only escape, to feel alright again, they just don’t get it. They don’t know what I’m going through, and I don’t want them to know. I don’t want to get pity, I want to be strong and stand on my own, face my own problems on my own. Because once I’ve solved that problem, I feel good inside knowing that I am strong enough. I’ve faced my problems like a grown up. I AM STRONG!



Thursday, November 17, 2011

BEYONCE' UNVEILS HER WEDDING DRESS AFTER 3 YEARS!

Beyonce, Wedding dress


It has been three years since Beyonce' and rapper/mogul Jay z tied the not . The couple have managed to keep the wedding private without anyone seeing any pictures of the nuptuals. Although the couple still keep pictures of their big day private Beyonce' has revealed one major element of it her wedding gown. It is shown in her I Was Here music video. Above is a screen shot of the dress. Comment below and give your oppinion on it.







DEMI HAS HAD ENOUGH OF ASHTON!

Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher



After months of speculation Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher are indeed spliting up . Demi released a statement earlier saying:

"It is with great sadness and a heavy heart that I have decided to end my six-year marriage to Ashton.
As a woman, a mother and a wife there are certain values and vows that I hold sacred, and it is in this spirit that I have chosen to move forward with my life. This is a trying time for me and my family, and so I would ask for the same compassion and privacy that you would give to anyone going through a similar situation."


Ashton not one to be out done also released a statement : "I will forever cherish the time I spent with Demi. Marriage is one of the most difficult things in the world and unfortunately sometimes they fail. Love and light, AK."

It sounds to me that infidelity had a big part in the split. The pair have been married for six years. I wish both Demi and Ashton the best and hope they find their ideal mate someday.



Monday, October 24, 2011

A BABY FOR JESS!



After months of speculation Jessica Simpson finally revealed to the world that she is indeed pregnant with her first child.She told OK magazine that she can finally eat what she wants and not get criticized because she  is pregnant.The songstress is also engaged to be married to ex football player Eric Johnson.



Sunday, October 23, 2011

CHRISTINA MILLIAN AND THE DREAM DIVORCE FINALIZED!




Christina Milian and musician  The Dream have finally finalized their divorce this news comes shortly after the singer/actress was spotted in Miami with a male friend all smiles as he held her daughter.

The Dream and Christina eloped back in September of 2009 and announced days later that they were expecting their first child together.

The Dream filed for divorce just nine days after  Christina gave birth to their daughter Violet Nash .The couple negotiated a divorce settlement last November but have been battling it out in court ever since. Last week a Los Angeles County Superior Court Judge finalized their bitter divorce.



MARIAH AND NICK INTRODUCE 'DEM BABIES ' TO THE WORLD!

Mariah Carey and hubby Nick Cannon hit up Barbra Walter's 20/20 television program to show off their 6 month-old twins Morocco and Monroe. During the segment Mariah touched on the subject of her difficult pregnancy where she was summoned to bed rest weeks at a time.

Mariah Carey
Mariah Carey
Mariah Carey
Nick Cannon
Mariah Carey
Monroe



JOHN MAYER ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY AFTER SURGERY!



It looks like John Mayer if in good spirits aftter throat surgey . The soulful singer released a message via his blog to his fans:

I wanted to give you an update on the granuloma just above my vocal cord. I had surgery this afternoon to remove it and am now on complete vocal rest for a month or more. It’s been a very long process in waiting to see if time was an alternative to surgery, but even given two weeks’ voice rest (along with many other approaches), there was no change for the better.



I should be frustrated but I can’t seem to stop thinking about beautiful things… I never thought I’d be wishing I could do what I love again; I stay in at night, picking guitar parts off of records and dreaming of playing on the big stage. The only difference between now and when I was 18 is that now I have this beautiful, meaningful record waiting for me when I can sing again.

sincere love
JM



P.S. thanks to those who sent birthday wishes, especially those who contributed to the Happy Birthday video… I streamed it to TV and let it run like a music playlist for the whole 30 minutes on my birthday. You’re the best.