WELP I'M BACK

It's been a whole year since the last time I've written on this thing it feels so weird. Allot has changed since the last time I've been on this. I feel terrible because my absence has been due to me giving up on my dreams of being a fashion and lifestyle blogger due to me not seeing immediate success. But I'm realizing any success I want to experience must take work even if that's a  day ,a week , a month or even years. From this moment on I'm getting refueled and re-motivated. Even if I don't succeed I will be able to live with the fact that I tried hard , very hard giving it my all. So here goes , I'm jumping into the unknown the realm of uncertainty.

I prefer to walk with the dreamers…. Those who have been fucked by love but are not afraid to love, those who have nursed to health many broken hearts but know not what it feels like to have the shattered remains of their own hearts pieced together. I prefer to walk with the faithful and the proud, the lovers of moonlight kisses and the music of the soul and cresting waves and wordless understanding. 

"What do you do when the man of your dreams becomes another girl’s reality? Congratulate them & add a couple more 0’s to your salary."

KEEP YOUR HEAD UP

I have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. The ability to just sit and talk. About love, about life, about anything, about everything. To sit under the moon with all the time in the world, the full-speed train that is our lives slowing to a crawl. Bound by no obligations, barred by no human limitations. To speak without regret or fear of consequence. To talk for hours and about what’s really important in life.

STAY STRONG

Be soft.

Do not let the world make you hard.

Do not let pain make you hate.

Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.

Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

SHE

She usually stands at 5'10, the height of a tennis player  . She has the stamina of a track star  Her toes are as bruised as a ballerina. She eats like a  gymnast. She is a super whose a model not a model whose super.

 

RAMBLING THOUGHTS

It is said by many that if you should fall you MUST rise back up 7 times. But what happens when you are at the last breath, there is no fight left in you. People preach to rise and fight back , to endure the pain , endure the trials.Bu what happens when you reached the breaking point the point when you honestly have nothing left. I have fought and fought and worked my ass off for hat I want but I constantly get negativity. What do I do now when I believe am at my breaking point do I continue fighting or leave the fighting for another day?

WHERE AM I ?

I exist in the depths of solitude

pondering my true goal

trying 2 find peace of mind

and still preserve my soul

constantly yearning 2 be accepted

and from all receive respect

never comprising but sometimes risky

and that is my only regret

a young heart with an old soul

how can there be peace

how can i be in the depths of solitude

when there r 2 inside of me

this duo within me causes

the perfect oppurtunity

2 learn and live twice as fast

as those who accept simplicity

In The Depths Of Solitude by Tupac Shakur

IGGY STRIKES A POSE !

 

Not only is rapper Iggy Azaela making big moves in the Hip-Pop world but she is also making moves in the modeling world.

Wilhelmina International Inc., a massive modeling and celebrity agency, signed the Australian native and hope to help her increase her influence through beauty and fashion campaigns.

Some other famous faces that are signed to the company include Fergie and Natasha Bedingfield. 

The leggy blonde had been encouraged to become a model before but other modelling agencies had deemed her "too thick."